a time MAshin

nooooo.. a week of holi jz.. SWWWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
coming to an end lo. i din do much actually, i mean in this week. went for lion dance camp and choir practices.. and spent my whole morning today, waiting for my turn to learn driving. P-I-S-S-E-D, yea, PISSED.

cause olympic is on.. i tend to stick near to the TV wenever i have free time..
so.. homework babies? sorry for not touching u guys.. i do feel guilty. :D
but i promise i'll give u guys all the attention for the next two days. cause if i'm not doing that, i'm.. in serious trouble.

rararoro. seems like everyone's busy with watever thing they're up to.. well,
VIEWERS, i welcome ur comments!!!! or at least drop some words on the box there?>>>>>
i would be HAAAAPPPPIEEEEEE if i noe u've dropped by. chao.

it wont be easy

prefect board's out. claps for those AHP..
and also to the others who've made it into the prefect board.

congratzzz to those who've successfully flatter their way/ run down the others to their dream posts! " applause" u noe who u 're..

dont u think it's way off? acting like a doll in front of the teachers.. but then. PWOOFF! 'so wat? the teacher is not here!" and begin bad mouthing on the teachers..
SHAME ON U!
riduculous!
hypocrite.
better change for good.

ps. dont be a snob.

wase!

hopped onto the scale and guess wat?
4* kilos??!! that's a lot of weight gain!
feel so shittie, like every piece of shirt that i wear are getting tighter and tigher, and the jeans.. AWHH.. like the 'serunai malam', sarung nangka..
(i'm not being emo/ sensitive)

to be honest, i feel like i'm a walking piece of pork chop. i'm HORRIFIED wen i can feel the fat around my waist trembling all the way as i was walking.

well.. i'm ADDICTED to milk(with cereals), and my stomach will scream wen i don't take it.. plus the frequent snacking during the boring hours (3-5pm), i ended up ---- havvin a big tummy & elephant thighs.

constant working out are not enough for me already.. need to think of something more intense and effective to lose those fatsss.

still smiling, inside! :)

i'm a weirdo, outrageously ridiculous and an absolute emo. satisfied?

in other words, --- low EQ!
many friends tend to misunderstand me, always..acting COOL (a better way of saying) / UNFRIENDLY (harsh), cause i jz don't know how to smile???

aw.. how am i gonna deal with this?? darn.
i'm sorry if i'd ever throw out any cold words on u guys! or putting up a blank face. i jz find it hard hard hard hard to SMILE.

but that doesn't mean, i'm sad, or i'm angry or i'm .. watever!

:l

life's always unfair. bias, prejudice happens in every matter of life.

are u pretty enough?
are u SKINNY enough?
are your skin tone fair enough?

yes? no?

i guess that's everyone's concern in this realistic community. (malaysia)

aiya, whatever. i'm jz me.

bizzare

jz a few seconds ago.. i was still moody moody, cause of the tuition. haih. but after i come here.. to check out my little blog, the sulky me went away! (experiencing m-o-o-d swing)

gagagahahaha.. blogging & singin! the same time, "i'll crie-eyeyey~" hahaha.
CRAZY.

it' totally ok if u guys're getting chills all over ur body now.
eerie blog.

maybe this is the knock-on effect after a tragic monthly test.

a whiMsical compulsion~

music, is perhaps one of the indispensable "thing" in our lives.
agree?

well, i have this.. urge, lately, to become a singer! sound crazy? yea.. singing really makes me feel good, it makes all of us feel good! i'd been searching.. searching and searching for something i like to be, what i want to be in the future.. now that i've found it, but hm.. not pretty sure bout it.

u see, i'm jz a typical girl who joins the choir. my voice's jz... ordinary, NOTHING SPECIAL! so.. i guess.. a 'singer'? it'll jz stay as a dream. but i do wish to have the chance to perform on stage, not in groups, but ALONE! i want people to hear me, jz me.. for once. (isn't she ridiculous? wake up!)

o well. time to, get out of my dream..


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