有人说

有人说
我很霸道

有人说
我难相处

有人说
我很奇怪

有人说
我心里不懂想什么

有人说
我很执着

又有人说
我太敏感

有人更说
我放不开

到底还有多少‘有人说’的话？
难道这些都是忠言？
所以逆耳吗？

我原来不是自己想象中的那样不起眼
原来我品格上真的有很大的问题
只是一直以来
他们都是在背后说

该是反省的时候了。

sleep

1.13am.

my eye lids are flippin, barely can see the screen. my hands covered with residue of paints.. i'm worn out.

i don't recall of sleeping early than 11 since.. don't know wen. i feel that i;m really drained this time. finally? or finally! homework's stacking up.. clubs' stuff.. fuh.

o.oo it's raining again... feel so refreshed in a sudden.. dad's jz woke up to see if i'm done, i should crawl back to my bedroom now...

;) great to blog in the middle of the 'night' ? early morning?

eyes open

so long din update lo, kelian, my blog is currently a 'desert', soo lifeless.

well, who the hell cares? life's getting rather lazy.. losing incentive to do my daily chores. i can describe my life as 发霉。form 4's life is not as interesting as b4.. many things changed (HUGE CHANGES)

holidays, independent day, tests'... over.

Show me that my heart can still touch still breathe,
From the inside.

a time MAshin

nooooo.. a week of holi jz.. SWWWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
coming to an end lo. i din do much actually, i mean in this week. went for lion dance camp and choir practices.. and spent my whole morning today, waiting for my turn to learn driving. P-I-S-S-E-D, yea, PISSED.

cause olympic is on.. i tend to stick near to the TV wenever i have free time..
so.. homework babies? sorry for not touching u guys.. i do feel guilty. :D
but i promise i'll give u guys all the attention for the next two days. cause if i'm not doing that, i'm.. in serious trouble.

rararoro. seems like everyone's busy with watever thing they're up to.. well,
VIEWERS, i welcome ur comments!!!! or at least drop some words on the box there?>>>>>
i would be HAAAAPPPPIEEEEEE if i noe u've dropped by. chao.

it wont be easy

prefect board's out. claps for those AHP..
and also to the others who've made it into the prefect board.

congratzzz to those who've successfully flatter their way/ run down the others to their dream posts! " applause" u noe who u 're..

dont u think it's way off? acting like a doll in front of the teachers.. but then. PWOOFF! 'so wat? the teacher is not here!" and begin bad mouthing on the teachers..
SHAME ON U!
riduculous!
hypocrite.
better change for good.

ps. dont be a snob.

wase!

hopped onto the scale and guess wat?
4* kilos??!! that's a lot of weight gain!
feel so shittie, like every piece of shirt that i wear are getting tighter and tigher, and the jeans.. AWHH.. like the 'serunai malam', sarung nangka..
(i'm not being emo/ sensitive)

to be honest, i feel like i'm a walking piece of pork chop. i'm HORRIFIED wen i can feel the fat around my waist trembling all the way as i was walking.

well.. i'm ADDICTED to milk(with cereals), and my stomach will scream wen i don't take it.. plus the frequent snacking during the boring hours (3-5pm), i ended up ---- havvin a big tummy & elephant thighs.

constant working out are not enough for me already.. need to think of something more intense and effective to lose those fatsss.

still smiling, inside! :)

i'm a weirdo, outrageously ridiculous and an absolute emo. satisfied?

in other words, --- low EQ!
many friends tend to misunderstand me, always..acting COOL (a better way of saying) / UNFRIENDLY (harsh), cause i jz don't know how to smile???

aw.. how am i gonna deal with this?? darn.
i'm sorry if i'd ever throw out any cold words on u guys! or putting up a blank face. i jz find it hard hard hard hard to SMILE.

but that doesn't mean, i'm sad, or i'm angry or i'm .. watever!