一段成长路程

今天
我学到了
很多哦

人类嘛。。
善变
家常饭啦
我也是一样啦

我
也曾犹豫不决啊。。
但最终
还是坚守着
对自己许下的承诺

朋友
别误会
你们的思绪
与我无关

决定了
就不要后悔
也不用和我交代

因为我们之间
不曾许下任何承诺。

we are back!

haha we came back with the third prize!
same as last year! but we won't give up, cause we are jz starting to upgrade our choir's standard! all of us are feeling sooo lucky to get third place, again! cause all the teams had improved, lots. and so are we.

sibu, got first and kuching got second. haha. after the competition, we are soo good with kuching's team, we stayed in the same hotel -- Paramount hotel le.. and we also exchanged our scores, hehe, we'll get to sing ma ma mia soon..haha..
nice to be friends with them, they are very very sociable.(many shuai ge mei nu) and congratz to them for getting second!

we went to sibu on tuesday..set off at approximately 7am. in the middle of our ride, accident happened! woof, our high speed bus slammed into the rear of a van. (heART RACKING MOMENTS) the end result-- the rear mirror of the van was smashed to smithereens. well.. our driver got down and negotiate with van's driver..at the side of the road..
soon police and reporter came.. haha, and we had to go to the police station in bintulu.. it took us bout one hour and half to get it done. we arrive at sibu at bout.. 4 something, and ridiculously, our driver din know the way to get to our hotel.. tsk tsk tsk. luckily we got 'people' in sibu, our ex student, fang hou helped us through the phone.. and we arrived safely at the hotel before 5.

5 person per room for ladies and 6-7 person per room for the guys. note that the size of the guys' room is the same with ours. i double bed and i single bed. imagine how packed our room is,, and i had a terrible time, sleeping with my room mates..

anyway, it's a sweet and notable memory.. choir.. love u guys always..
photos will be posted.. maybe later.

really CONfused..

jz read chung ong's blog, can't deny that wat he said is true..
it's holiday, and u me him her should be spending it with families! wat on earth are we doing? going to school everyday, can't even have breakfast with my family, torturing my stomach, everyday milo milo milo. sien le.

thinking at another perspective, hm.. if we don't have all those activities going on.. we won't have spent so much time with our frens (quite fun too) and wat bout all those competitions? performances? that we will be representing our school to go out there to compete, to show ourself, mei zhong students.. are we actually doing it for the school? or our own benefit and glory?

argh, that's wat i'm really confused bout.. too many activities revolving around, i like some of them, there are some that i'm particularly not interested, and i was like, forced to do it.. to me, if i don't have any interest in that thing, then i'm totally not motivated to do that thing properly.. it's like wasting my time!

it's been so so so long since i hang out with my best frens.. shing nee and esther hm.. i miss them so much.. the others are always fooling around.. the guys.. trust them nomore, non of them can be ur best fren.. even if they say it "of course u're my best fren", they dont reaaly mean it..
i should get over it.

no one, no one, no one,
can get in the way of what i'm feeling
( not even family)
alicia keys-noone