the last few dayss of 2007

lion dance training started on 28 dec, and ended today.
it was totally a new experience for me, i have never play chia (cymbal), or the gu before.. i admit that i'm a slow, really slow learner, it sucks when u can't play it right, after ur mentor teaches u for many many times.. the feeling is jz unacceptable, like it's telling u that-- u're freakin stupid! so.. realy sorry if i can't catch up.. but thank you for those who'd taught me..

aw.. i jz learned half half only, didnt manage to learn everything, cause it takes time... a lot of time.. still, i was happy cause i can spend time with my frens..

my brother went back to singapore yesterday-- a sunday, sad sunday. one month of holiday seemed too short for us, time's always running out when u spend it with ur love ones.. but it's a fact, he'd gone back to study, and so am i, i'll have to start going to school in the next few days, everything goes back to where it used to be.

hm.. have to wait half a year before i can see him again, guess he's not coming back for chinese new year. but it's ok, since cny has only a few days of holiday, it'll be difficult for him to go back to ipoh, too rushy. life goes own..

it's been quite a busy year for me, first, study for pmr, then for orientation and stuffs. this holiday is jz packed. but luckily, i still have the time to go on vacation with my family.. loved it.

31 DECEMBER 2007, many sweet and sad memories in this year, they'll all stay inside me for life. bye 2007, and hellooo to 2008.
best wishes to everyone, which include my precious family, and my beloved frens.

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i'm pleased. with my pmr result.
but at the same time, i felt bad, cause some of my frens din get straight As.. so, pls dun give up, u can start by working hard in ur form 4..

i dun feel any excitement at all, cause the name on the pmr slip is wrong!
wong shiau thung-- wong shian thung.. it's all my fault all my fault.. din check propery.. haih. can someone help me fix thiss?? GOD??? o no.. i'm a free thinker..
i guess i have to fix all the mess up BY MYSELF. huo kai la me.

tomoro lion dance training lo.. jia you for me, cause i'm slow and stupid, must focus o!

Back

hey guys!
guess who's back???????
ME!!!!!
ya.. yall won't feel the excitement i'm feelin' right now..
i was back here yesterday..
7am from kk to miri, i was sooo tired, cause i din sleep much.
why?
cause i slept at the airport, about 12 AM i arrived at KK international airport, then called a cab, went to terminal 2, sitting + sleeping on the airport chair, then 5 o clock check in at the counter. 7 am fly back to MIRI! geng a!

gotta tell yall that i learnt quite a lot of things during this trip!
the greatest thing from this trip is that i get to spend time with my family. My parents and my brothers. we had fun time together, the food there were great, (most of them la..) got jiao zi, bao zi, dong buo rou, thai+china style de food(excellent), man tou, mongolia cow's milk, beef satay, lamb satay, etc etc...

besides, the scenery were extremely stunning! it's like heaven there!
let me show yall some pictures! slideshow there. p.s. jz look at the view behind me,but not me, cause i'll spoil the whole beautiful landscape.

the place there was chilly, especially in chengdu, bout 14 degree celsius below zero o.. almost freeze to death. my whole face, the ears, the nose, the mouth were all NUMB.u can pinch them without feeling any pain... cool eh?

i ate a lot during this trip, hehe, more fat liao. the food there were mostly oily but they taste between ok and great. maybe it's a trick to keep warm?

i saw many unpleasant things there, a mixture of feeling came rolling in by those times, anger, sadness, sympathy. wat will u feel wen u see a young child, lying on the busy street, lunging his head up and down as a gesture of begging?
a middle aged woman, using a 4++ cute little boy, running around u to beg for money?
wat a pity! i felt anger erupting in me at the same time, how could they?
teaching the youngs to beg while they have their hands, legs, not to say their brains intact? how shameful.

still, as a whole, i'm jz a small tourist there, can't do something for them. i had a fabulous time there, it was an enjoyable trip! so, hope u guys can go to china, to get know the mighty history and the culture of it, take a look at the marvels of china, and experience their way of living. ( dun forget try their local cuisine!)

o ya, kurt, why aren't u posting? i'm waiting here.

so, i guess this is all for the trip in china. see ya guys!

New Hair, New ME!

guess wat? i had a new hair cut yesterday! at Brand On Street!
i had it cut short! look quite good with this new hair style(that's wat my family says.. u noe them de la) haha, but i personally think that it's quite ok, i love it!

i am going to Beijing the dAY after tomorrow o.. will be colddddd, gagaga.
this reminds me of cherng du.. eiyer, i was frozen during my stay there.
hope this trip will be fun..

New ME? now, i am going to change myself... all those bad de will go away soon.
bit by bit, i learn not to care as much as i do b4, how some of my 'so -called' frens treat me, u can treat me like.. i dunno, whatever way u like, i wont care that much, cause, that aint my problem buddy.
friends, come and go, u thought u're one of their closest frens? then u're WRONG!
never ever think like that, for me la, cause u'll get very ( i mean VERY) disappointed wen u found out that that's not the case..
so, agree or disagree, depends on u lo.

some frens are meant to be.. jz playmates,and they'll never be true.
u laugh together, u play together, hang out together, but still feel the distance between u and them..
they always think that it's us, who're not trying to make frens, not trying to get involved in frens' outings.. but if u're always the one who get left out, would u still, have the courage to hang out with them?

so please,beware, before u spit those words out, think carefully, ask urself whether u really want him or her to hang out with u.

no offense.

talking back bout the new me, i will jia you! thanks to my family, christine, and emilio, who're always there to care.

pika pika, today's mood quite good le.. thanks friends and family..
why so little comments de lately?? hm.. have to see what's going on..
maybe i;m writing rubbish or wat, so u guys are not interested ha?

bla, anyway, i still like to blog..
today i went to school again, luckily esther got go.. we went to
yumcha with other frens.. they're nice.. another happy moment 2gether..
later, i went shopping with my bro, wohoo, guess how much we spent on groceries?
approximately 100 bucks!jz on a few bags of crap/food.. so cool!

wohooo, and by the time i get back home, it's already late, have to rush,
eat lunch, bake cookies, go to kit wee's house..
but, din make it on the last one, cause the cookies need moretime than expected.
so.. really sorry guys..

by the way,so cham, amos's sick.. hope he'll get well soon.

thoughts for today---
i'm back on track again.. not feeling moody and sorry for myself today (after a lecture from my bro"), so, i'll make it last.. as long as i can. buddies, help me, will ya?

awaken

i started my morning, went to school for dance and sing rehersal.
after a morning of catching up the dance, i was already femished, and whacked out..
then in the afternoon, i was in the hall, with three other counsellors and mudas..

i started a conversation with one friend, which later turned out to be sort of like, LECTURE.
it was bout my attitude la.. my stupid attitude. i often gave people an impression of being cool, i admit that talking to me can be tiring AND IRRITATING, cause..i like to talk negatively, haha, that's what he told me, and i din even realize that till.. NOW.

he said, this is the thing he hated the most, in me, wei.. sometimes,
people jz dun change right(they do, but, not so fast bah) but i'll try la, so, my friends out there, please give me some time and help me, slap me wen i talk like that.

and i've also been told that i'm quite, haha, that's because i'm drifting into my thoughts.. or maybe i jz dunno wat to talk that time.. forgive me forgive me.

phew.. why am i writing all these crap?