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another--

concert was brought to an end yesterday, 3 nights, every night doing the same performance, maybe because of that, the quality of the choir dwindled night after night.. "disappointment sneaks in"

my parents and lttle bro was back in ipoh these 3 days, i din go with them though i had bought the air ticket.. cause of wat? concert la! have to follow shing's car wen i need to go here and there, thanks very muchie to emilio and her family.. ma fan ni bu hao yi shu..

so i learnt to take care of myself lo, can't wait to learn drivin a..

overall, the concert was pretty good this year.. 'claps'

jz some pics here, only me and my frens.. sorriee, forgot to take pics on those performances..




CHEng yI me~ she's the conductor for chinese orchestra.. geng..




the staffs in brand on street, i set my hair there on the second night..




my hair.. 20 bucks.. my god.. nothing special le..



me and grace..



and of course, my best fren..



lydia wearing that niu zhai mao.

ok la.. will make a slideshow of my pics.. tata~

POstIN

HEY`~ emilio cui me update, haha, now update now update.

so long ho, since my last post, actually i dun have the mood to write anything la, cause everyday seemed the same u see, and i'll be babling bout frens la this la that la..sien la.

listen to my bro, dun wanna bother bout it.. hehe, now living quite happily. jz.. be with frens that are around me. i admit i've not go to the other block to see my best fren for.. quite a long time. dunno la, maybe all of us are happy of wat's around us, our own circle of frens.. (new ones) so, we'll only get together wen there's jz two of us, and during those times, i feel like we're back to the old times, when she's jz with me, and i'm jz with her and noone else.

lost my voice.. sakit throat a, feel like it's swollen, can't eat things properly, cause it's hard to get all of them down to my stomach. go away la throat pain, i still have concert a.

today concert rehearsal agggaaaaaiiinn.
choir.. aduh, rasa sayang sayang hei, really sayang la, din manage to sing it good, all of us still can't get it despite of endless practices. straight As choir still quite ok eh.. friday have straight As choir practice!!!! it's good friday and we can't even have a break, 8-4? seemed impossible to me..

tomoro choir practice, jia you!

tAggeD

heck.. get tagged by kurt.. jhee.. 'thanks'!

well..

55555555555 bad things bout me!!

numbo 1 i'm a paranoid, always being suspicious, 'are they talking bad things bout me?! o my god, i'm so not cool."

numbo 2 i'm a jerk.. well.. i 'm.

numbo 3 highly sensitive, actually it's quite the same with the first one, hate those frens who dun say hi to me.

numbo 4 negative thinking is my best buddy.

numbo 5 the horrible laziness, will play as long as i got time. i jz, wont concentrate especially when tests are approaching.

i would like to tag..

chung ong

kit how

karen

go gor

emilio

ova

tests ova! again..
it's our first test in form 4, and i'm hell not ready for it.. so, i'll be awaiting for the frightful moments to come wen all the test papers ssuuuppss down onto my tebaaeell..

sick of the concert rehearsal.. always doing the same old things same old things.. they didn't get better anyway..

a rather busy life will be starting soon, for me..
:P but i'll still have fun, lots of fun..

bla..

jz tell me.

wat have i done wrong?
honestly, i really don't know
seems like
everyone is
rejecting me

ignorance

misunderstandings

refusal to chat

cold treatments

hateful stares

here i am
alone
like it used to be

pending tests
too sad
too down
too tired
to deal with

shall thee
give me strength?
give me courage?
or perhaps
numb my feelings?
end my sorrow?

cause i
have had tried
changing me
and

it failed.

back again lo

哇， 好久没写部落格了。 不知大家有没有想念我？我想也只有我心爱的哥哥才会要看吧。近来的状况还蛮好的啦，只是忙了一点。昨天是vaLENTINES DAY 叻，猜猜看我拿到几份礼物？ZERO! HAHA, my close frens received some.. really jealous of them le.. noone give me present.. bohoo.. T.T

today.. concert rehersal again lo, choir did ok, 高材生 aslo ok lo.. jia you la, me so sia soi, sing solo there, sia soi betul, din manage to hold my mic properly.. so, my voice jz blur blur there lo..

tomoro, BSMM will be having its first activity in this yearr, hope many will SHOW UP SHOW UP! hehe, estimated members-- 200 something eh.. tomoro will be fun!!!!!

haha, addicted to jay chou lately.. not because of his appearance o.. it's his songs, really good la, love it.. thanks to my bro, cause he's that one who'd introduced all those songs to me.. hehe, managed to find piano sheets on those songss, HAPPY!

today, i realise that not every fren will appreciate wat u do for them la.. they jz haih ya, take them as granted..i can proudly say that i've change A LOT, i mean A LOT, i'm always smilling now.. help ppl wen they needed them, more considerate to frens, being quite patient all the times.., jz be as happy as i can everyday, cause i noe we must appreciate every second on earth. so frens, pls, try to treat each of ur frens de same la, don't jz focus on those pretty ones and cute ones la, i noe i'm neither of them, but i got feelings too ok.. u guys are always forgetting me..