aHAha..

remember that i said i xian mu u for being sick?
well.. now i no longer have to xian mu u lo..
cause, i'm sick liao today, hahaha..
so zhun meh?
haha, really zhun, caught a cold yesterday, this morning start to shiver, cough, flu..
then my mom says i have a fever.. but when we come to the clinic, it's CLOSED!
so, have to wait maybe tonight cai qu see doctor..
luckily, after having a panadol, my fever eased, now only have a sore throat, and a runny nose.
haha, see, i'm still healthy enough to update my blog o!

a FaiLure?

yea.. guess wat? i'm not going to chung hua camp!
why? cause i can't stand to be tortured anymore! not for the third time!
well.. u can call me a failure, too girly, shi bai.. and whatever that u can think of..

i decided not to go at the last minute, after i hear the briefing..
the rules are quite tough for this year, no short pants, no calling back to mom and dad, no junk food.. this and that.. so, i guess it doesn't suit me at all..

one of my frens said.. if u dun go, u will bei kan bu qi o.. and one said, dun go dun go lo.. haha, am i really that annoying to u?

i've been thinking bout that over and over.. really? really hui bei ren kan bu qi?

but still, i wish u guys good luck, have fun without me (cheh, like i'll ever be weighty to u guys)...

it won't make much difference anyway even if i go.. so.. byebye..

givE me some Response le..

SomeThIng Pleasurable..

jz listen..

Oh nuit vient apporter à la terre
Le calme enchantement de ton mystère
L'ombre qui t'escorte est si douce
Si doux est le concert de tes doigts
Chantant l'espérance
Si grand est ton pouvoir transformant tout en rêve heureux

Oh nuit, oh laisses encore à la terre
Le calme enchantement de ton mystère
L'ombre qui t'escorte est si douce
Est-il une beauté aussi belle que le rêve
Est-il de vérité plus douce que l'espérance

damaged, Badly

do u noe wat it feels like to be left behind?
do u noe wat it feels like to be the last one to know everything that ur frens did behind u?
do u noe wat it feels like when... u dun even noe who is true??
i noe.
maybe all of these happenings are ur own fault.
maybe u're not nice to them? acting too cool?
or maybe u're jz not worthy to have a friendship with?

nonetheless, why did u care so much? they won't let u be a part of them..
might as well live ur own life, bother nothing on whatever thing that's happening around..
if it's that way, will u be happier?

You don't have to say, what you did,

I already know,

Now there's just no chance,

for you and me,

there'll never be,

And don't it make you sad about it..

The damage is done

So I guess I be leaving

Cry me a river,

Cause I've already cried..

And it is breaking me down

Watching the world spin 'round

While my dreams fall down

Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down

No more friends around

And my dreams fall down

Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?

Cuz I cant seem to hear myself

Can anybody out there see me?

Cuz I cant seem to see myself

It's gotta be a heaven somewere

Can you save me from this hell?

Can anybody out there feel me?

Cuz I cant seem to feel myself

Losing my way,Keep losing my way

Keep losing my way

Can you help me find my way?

Losing my way,Keep losing my way

Keep losing my way

Can you help me find my way?

CoUrage

Courage. Is this word familiar?

i guess this word revolves around every single one of us here, me, you, him and her..

still remember the first time u read in front of class? the first time u step onto the stage to sing, dance or talk? the first time u tell him/her how much ur're deeply falling in love with him/her?

see.. courage is desperately needed to do all these..

and here i am, finally have the guts to post out my first blog ever..

i dunno, maybe it's the urge of having all my sorrow, grieve, happiness, to be shared, with frens, with u guys.

today's saturday, a day in which i can spend all my time at home, infront of tv screens and my comp. Pitifully boring day, BUT!!! my bros and my mom are coming back tomoro, and all the noises will come back to this house.. haha, especially my little's bro screams and my mom's singing.. miss 'em (though sometimes they're quite irritatin'). and for my big bro, miss him LOTZ and LotZZZ.. the last time i saw him is on the month of june. And now it's NOVEMBER!!! It has been like wat... FIVE MONTHS! holy cow!

talking bout yesterday, it'd been a great day for me.. muda's first meetin, i guess,

and almost all the counsellors went to school to.. pei them.. say hao ting yi dian is to

guide them lo.. give opinion on their drama..haha but i did neither of them.. hhaha..

sorry a counsellors.. i noe i'm not being 'responsible' enough la.. cause i walked around here and there..

even went to the gym le :P.. *sorry sorry, pls dun bu shuang me o!*

in the afternoon, well i've a great time with my frens.. up there in block A... in that.. yi dian dou bu leng de room.. inside was steaming hot a, sweat like crazy..

we chat and chat , laugh and laugh the whole afternoon... hehe pei yang gan qing ma..

even noiser than the mudas.. sorry a mudas...

to conclude, it's amazingly cool!

jilly, amos, bak hock, choon man, ah ling, joanne, fiona, and hopefully kevin, kit wee and joy,

see yall on monday!