friends are fading.. again..

hm.. feel stressed lately, workload are increasing.. increasing, and increasing..
i started to get lazier every single day, sleeping during class is already a habit.. i feel, sinful.. like not respecting my teachers.. and not respecting myself.
maybe, it'll jz last for some time, it'll go away soon. and after that, i'll get back on my feet, and maybe start to feel more happy wen i'm studying.. who noes right?

amos left us today, early in the morning. i din go to his farewell party, does that means i dun care bout him? i can tell u that i DO CARE! i noe what situation i'll be in if i were there, maybe u guys will think that i'm cold blooded, or i'm selfish, or watever it is, i dun really care.. cause i noe that inside me, he's my fren. and that's more than enough for me. it's not about how often u spend ur time with a fren, for me, it's bout little little memories u have with him, even a small thing that u've done together with him, can rest in ur heart forever.. thanks for the memories that u've given me..

friends are fading.. fast. those once so called 'best frens' haha, best frens no more..dunno why? these type of things.. always happen to me.. i'm tired of going to that block everyday, really tired, i'm exhausted. i often wonder, haha, why should i be the one who are always going to them? maybe i should start to live my own life without them, everyday stay in class, do my homework, read books.. better..

by, hypersensitive thung.